I wanted someone to come safe me ..desperately ..I needed someone to tell me what to do..say..feel...I didn't trust myself to do it.
That's when it hit me...NOBODY is going to save me... I have to do this myself ! As a victim I am certain that we have gotten so use to someone telling us what to do that we are afraid to really think on our own..because hey.... our abuser could be right??
We could be the worst parent, we could be a horrible person, or maybe JUST MAYBE YOU COULD BE OK
MAYBE THERE IS NOTHING WRONG WITH YOU AT ALL
It was a journey and sometimes -well the majority of the time- I was sure I was making the wrong decision. However, everything worked itself out. I survived, my children lived, and all was ok with the world- at least for that day.. lol.
You have Trust yourself...you can do this !!
BE FEARLESS IN YOUR PURSUIT OF SAVING YOURSELF
Hey guys!! I am J’Anmetra Waddell and I am survivor of Domestic Violence